We Will Survive

The Shadow

General — Posted by abbaschild @ April 29, 2008 05:49
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When my grandchildren come for their summer visit, we take a walk through our development every morning. My oldest grandson, Robbie, and his mother usually jog while I'm usually pushing the youngest, Malachi in the stroller. Jack rides his Big Wheels and Emma rides her bike. Sometimes gramma runs in short spurts while Emma tries to run over my shadow. It's a fun time for all of us. Malachi especially loves it, laughing as Emma crisscrosses in front of us.

What is a shadow? One definition of a shadow is a shelter, a protection. Another definition is a constant companion. A protection, a constant companion....

Psalm 91:1 reads "He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty."

God Almighty is my constant companion -- going before me protecting me, holding me up when I stumble, carrying me when my strength fails. He is my El-Shaddai.

Watch this video ....

 http://www.brightcove.tv/title.jsp?title=1438490562

...and imagine El Shaddai with you...and realize that in Him we not only have freedom from all our fears but also the power to overcome all obstacles satan puts before the paths we walk each day.


Bert

General — Posted by abbaschild @ April 28, 2008 12:20
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I went for my weekly bloodwork at the hospital this morning. Had to stop by Walgreens for a natural sleepaid someone at church told me about. Haven't slept well since January - side effects of the chemo they say. Anyhow, it started to pour as soon as I got back in the car! So I decided to skip by Walmart and come home. It's always good to have rain in upstate South Carolina. The drought from last year has been tough on everyone so this rain is a blessing indeed. Trouble is a couple hours later, we found ourseslves under a tornado warning.

It's amazing how we can turn on the tv and watch the weather forcasters track a storm as it comes down your very street nowadays! They can let you know just when a storm will be in your neighborhood and when it will leave.

Just imagine how God watches what goes on around us and our loved ones every day. His eyes are always on us. He cares so much for us that He's always watching. And when the storms come, He's right there with us extending His loving arms to help us through those rough waters.

Isaiah 40:11 reads "He tends His flock like a shepherd; He gathers the lambs in His arms and carries them close to His heart."

I remember when our boys were little, we raised a baby lamb as a pet. We affectionately named him Bert just like Bert and Ernie on Sesame Street. Bert was just like a dog. He would baaa when someone came to visit to announce their arrival. He would run around the yard and play with the boys. Lennie fed him and gave him water and tied him up so he wouldn't get out of the yard and get lost. If he called his name, Bert would answer with a bleating baaaa to let us know where he was. At night, Lennie would pick him up to put him in the smoke house for the night, and as Lennie carried him, Bert would lick his face. Lennie was, in essence, his shepherd.

My Father does that for me. He has carried me along this journey all through the hard times we've gone through and even on the days when I just felt lonely or a little down. He's my Abba. My Shepherd. And He carries me close to His heart.


My God Rocks

General — Posted by abbaschild @ April 20, 2008 08:16
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I went for my chemo on Friday --my numbers were all pretty good--my CA-125 dropped down again to 8.9! It was originally up to 1157--normal is 35 or below.  I praise God for that!

I stopped by Walmart for my nausea prescription and some reading glasses. Since chemo started, my eyesight has really gone downhill, but I'm hoping it'll get better once this chemo is over. Anyhow, I got home, and the glasses were not in the bag. So I had to go back. I asked if I could get a coupon for a discount when I shop again or something since I had to go all the way back again. She asked the  manager, and I got the glasses for free! Thank You, Lord!

Then when we got home, and our neighbor brought us a meal. God bless her! She knew I had chemo and has been bringing us meals so Lennie doesn't starve when I don't feel good. She's a young divorced lady and so nice. Lennie helped her fix her riding mower when it wouldn't start the other day. To be a testimony for Christ is what we're here for. To live Christ everyday.

Lennie also got the chance to encourage a lady next to me who was having chemo and her friend who brought her with the Word. Her friend decided to start taking her to chemo to give her husband a break so he wouldn't have to take off work. That's a great blessing! People don't realize what our spouses have to do for us through this trial. So we told her what a special thing she was doing and how it lifts the burden off our caregivers. God bless her!

So we both had blessings that day. What a special God we have. Look how He blessed us just in one day! My God rocks!


Rain Dancer

General — Posted by abbaschild @ April 18, 2008 08:05
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I am overwhelmed by God's grace and mercy as I read Lynn's blog this morning about how she had such a bad reaction to her chemo drug.  God, in His mercy, graciously kept her in His loving care and kept her safe.

As some of you know, I am a great one for having God's Word and other words of wisdom on plaques and signs throughout my home.  One that has become a favorite reads...

 "Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in  the rain."

No one knows how long we have on this earth. We're all going to die, and God has already established our days. It's not our death that's important but rather how we live this life He's given us.

We've had many good times and really hard times. Right now is one of those hard times. And I've determined to make it a great time to be alive for Jesus. I remember a message I heard many years ago, and I remember the words spoken..

      "Don't be overcome but be an overcomer."

In Christ, I can do all things. He makes all things possible. So if anyone is looking for me...

       ...I'm dancing in the rain.

For all my friends who are reading this blog, some encouragement in the Lord...a song for you.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Ji2rLXr3cEU&feature=related

  


Jesus Knows Me

General — Posted by abbaschild @ April 09, 2008 13:07
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Today we have a new Bible study group at our home. So I did all the usual cleaning and shining. I planted 3 miniature rosebushes by my new trellis Lennie put up for me. It looks so pretty. When the passion vines grow up the trellis and bloom, it'll be just spectacular! I cut up some fruit for my fruit tray and made Scott some sweet tea.  So all is ready.

And still I feel a little down. I miss my mother's arms around me, and it's been almost 19 years that she's gone. It seems so unfair that I didn't have her longer, and my boys didn't have their grandmom. I guess it's because I have chemo on Friday, and I feel it's a chemical invader going through my body. No one understands until they have to go through it. I certainly never understood it until now. So I don't blame anyone for not understanding. So, yes, I want my mom, and she's not here. And I do feel the Lord is with me -- that He's right beside me as always, and I'm so thankful for that knowledge.

I feel a great urgency to keep praying for my friends and neighbors that they would all find Him soon and accept His perfect gift of Salvation--to know they would be eternally with Him someday. That is my daily prayer. And it is urgent because I believe the Lord is coming soon.

See, I'm not afraid of dying because I know I'll be with the Lord forever -- life with Him eternal.

And I know He knows how I feel even without me telling Him. He knows I miss my mom. He knows I'm not eager to go to the cancer center and have chemo again. He knows all my "down" moments and that I'm okay because I have Him. He knows me.

There's a song many of you have heard. You probably have memories of singing it with your children as I have many, many times. Jesus loves me this I know. I have a plaque in my home that says "Jesus Knows Me This I Love." And it's true!


The Scent Of God

General — Posted by abbaschild @ April 02, 2008 15:34
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Today is my 55th birthday! How time flies! I feel good today. My friend, Muffy called this morning and sang Happy Birthday to me.  I told her she had to sing "and many more" at the end like my dad always did...so she sang the words back to me...she said it seemed appropriate.  That was a fun surprise! 

Sometimes the little things in life mean so much.  This afternoon another friend called proclaiming Happy Birthday! when I answered the phone.  Several "young people" from Pennsylvania wrote on my wall on Facebook and sent birthday wishes to me.  One is now married and is a missionary in Africa and was in our youth group growing up and graduated with our oldest son.

My husband is stopping at a local nursery to buy me 2 lilac trees.  My mother always had lilacs growing in our yard, and they will remind me of home.  It's something how certain smells can take us right back to a childhood memory. And immediately we feel comforted.

I read a story once about a family whose baby was born prematurely at 24 weeks--was 12" long and weighed a mere one pound 9 ounces. The doctors didn't think the little girl would make it, and if she did, they told the parents she would probably never walk, never talk, never see, and would most likely have other major problems from cerebral palsy to mental retardation.  They couldn't touch her as her nervous system was so underdeveloped. After 2 months her parents were able to hold her in their arms for the first time. Two months later she went home from the hospital. Five years later, little Dana showed no signs of any problems.

In the summer of 1996 their family was sitting in the bleachers of a local ball park where her brother, Dustin's baseball team was practicing. As always Dana was chattering nonstop with her mother and several adults when she suddenly fell silent. Hugging her arms across her chest, little Dana asked "Do you smell that?" Smelling the air and detecting a thunderstorm Diana, her mother replied, "Yes, it smells like rain." Dana closed her eyes and again asked, "Do you smell that?" Once again her mother replied, "Yes, I think we're about to get wet. It smells like rain." Still caught in the moment, Dana shook her head, patted her thin shoulders with her small hands and loudly announced "No, it smells like Him. It smells like God when you lay your head on His chest." Tears blurred Diana's eyes as Dana happily hopped down to play with the other children. Before the rains came, her daughter's words confirmed what the family had known in their hearts all along. During those long days and nights of her first two months when her nerves were too sensitive for them to touch her, God was holding Dana on His chest, and it's His loving scent that she remembered so well.

"And He that sat was to look upon like a jasper and a sardius stone; and there was a rainbow round about the throne in sight like an emerald." Revelation 4:3

Does God smell like rain? He has a rainbow across His throne. You decide.


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