We Will Survive

Today was a low day for me.  Gray, rainy and damp outside yesterday and cold and windy today.  Sometimes I just get tired of it all.  The surgery, the hospital stays, the chemo, endless blood tests, doctor appointments, the side effects of the chemo like ringing in my ears, eyesight compromised, fainting which resulted in 17 days of headaches, changes in taste, not sleeping well, being tired, blood transfusions...

But so far, I haven't lost my hair.  In Matthew 10:30 it says the very hairs on my head are numbered.  That verse shows me how much God cares that He even knows how many hairs there are on my head!

Now, I've colored my hair for years.  Never before have I gone this long without Loreal and I getting together.  But there's no way I'm going to put a chemical on my hair while I'm going through chemo.  So, I've come to terms with the gray, and I've determined gray is a great color!

Gray does matter.  After all, God created it, and He gave it to me! 

Hey, the sun is coming out! The sky is getting blue. And God created it, and He gave it to me and you :)

Thank you, Abba for the colors you created for us all. Thank you for coloring our world. And thank you for reminding me how much You care for me and daily show me You're there for me.